I want to be a 'stepping stone' husband.
Even before I got married, I had this mindset from the Lord that 'If I get married, I must be a stepping stone for my wife to come closer to Christ as a husband.' So, before I got married, I started praying to God, (1) 'Lord, let me love my (future) wife with Your love (let her love me with Your love) and (2) let my wife see a little Jesus in me (before I die) (let me also see a little Jesus in her).' However, during today's Saturday morning prayer meeting, while proclaiming the word of God, I realized that I was becoming a stumbling block to my wife rather than a stepping stone, and that the reason was that I had a spiritual disability. In other words, I confess that I am a spiritually disabled person and am an obstacle between Christ and my wife. My heart wants to be a stepping stone between Christ and my wife, but my weak flesh is now an obstacle between Christ and my wife. I am learning from the words proclaimed at the Saturday morning prayer meeting today about how to overcome this great obstacle.