How does a cancer patient feel?

There is a funeral for one of our presbytery pastors today.

It is said that he fell asleep two months after he was found to have last stage liver cancer.

However, another pastor in the presbytery sent an email to all the members of the presbytery of his death,

even though the pastor himself was diagnosed with stage 3 stomach cancer.

I thought about how he felt when he had to send the email with a funeral schedule

for another pastor of the presbytery who passed away from terminal liver cancer.