Even God gives us what we ask for ...

Even if God doesn't give us what we asked for, we have nothing to say.

The reason is because “We have sinned, even as our fathers did

and we have done wrong and acted wickedly” (Ps. 106:6).

When our fathers were in Egypt, they gave no thought to God’s miracles.  

They didn’t remember God’s many kindnesses, and they rebelled by the Red Sea (v. 7).

Nevertheless, God saved them for His name’s sake (v. 8)

By rebuking the Red Sea to be dried up and led them through the depths as through a desert (v. 9).

And God covered their enemies with water so not one of them survived (v. 11).

But they soon forgot what God had done and didn’t wait for His counsel (v. 13).

And they put God to the test in the desert as they gave in to their craving (v. 14).

Nevertheless, God gave them what they asked for (v. 15).

But God sent a wasting disease upon them (v. 15).

I am afraid that God answers my prayer with greedy desire and without any repentance.

The reason is because that answer of my prayer can be “the graves of lust”

(the meaning of “Kibroth Hattaavah”) (Num. 11:34)