“because it is too burdensome for me”

If there is no joy in the hart but trouble,

Not only that we cannot understand God’s grace but we also ask God “Why?” questions.

Since we no longer are able to bear the burden that is too heavy for us,

We may pray to God,

“"So if You are going to deal thus with me, please kill me at once,

if I have found favor in Your sight, and do not let me see my wretchedness.”

(Cf. Num. 11:10-15)