The result of my unbelief choice?

Although it seems to me that

The path that I have chosen by leaning on my own understanding

Instead of trust in God with all my heart (Prov. 3:5-6)

May seems good to me,

In the end, the time will come for me to realize

How wrong the result of my unbelief choice is.

But the surprising thing in the midst of that is

God is merciful to me and gives me great grace.

(Cf.: the Book of Ruth).